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Saturday, April 30, 2005 our time is running out...
Thursday, April 28, 2005 aMUSEd sniff sniff. Monday, April 25, 2005 woohoo Sunday, April 24, 2005 no more mess. yawn Saturday, April 23, 2005 funny. Saturday, April 16, 2005 i want it now! i want my voice back! Thursday, April 14, 2005 wasuP Tuesday, April 12, 2005 I WANT IT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Monday, April 11, 2005 yay2 Sunday, April 10, 2005 heh im a showoff my pumas? Friday, April 08, 2005 i am no. 19!!! Tuesday, April 05, 2005 i want it nowwwwwww..... Monday, April 04, 2005 damn Sunday, April 03, 2005 alo2.
o n haf i mentioned that i realised that i can actually relate to many of the muse songs i listen to?
haha kk examples.
-time is running out
-from stockholm syndrome
-hysteria
-uno
- muscle museum
- dan lain2 lagi larh.
haha.
but my nose is.
the hingus is like meleleh-ing.
the phlegm is juz overflowing.
(im trying to be disgusting here) :P
and my neck can cause a thermometer to burst.
(k now im being dramatic)
its not that warm la actually.
im can feel a fever round the corner.
haizz. yay at least i skipped class pe juz now.
but i must skip spe tmr ( tmr our games start :( ...)
and at least i can skip intervals/training tmr.
yeah. haish. its been quite a hectic week. lots of work incomplete.
been lagging behind. totally lost from trigo.
seriously lost. when to catch up? i dno.
how to catch up when im here on the com?
hahaha.
wats worse, my bro repaired our PS2.
and i juz spent 2 hours playing NFSU 2 and also FIFA Freestyle.
wooish. :P
o well.
next thursday our 2nd round starts.
playing at SAJC the whole 3 matches.
1st up- SA. haizz. home crowd advantage for them.
wateva.hope we wiN!.
hope i dun lose my voice tho.
Next fridays the songfest.
whos coming???
anyone?
ill make sure it rains.
in the auditorium even.
mwahahaha.
ok got 2 gp commentaries to be done.
and a whole lot of other shit which im nt gonna do tonite.
saturday theres Manifestasi practice for dikir.
haiz. it starts so soon.
gosh. i cant wait for all ccas to be over.
then i can finally concentrate on work.
i hope.
*gulp*
stupid game. we were really not into it.
no desire. in the 1st half that is.
and i did a superp 360 degrees turn.
WHAHAHAHAAH.
( by 360 i mean i missed the ball while trying to kick and went 1 whole round)
k dun laugh animore.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAH.
k stop.
on a lighter note.
we qualified for the 2nd round automatically.
cuz sr won ajc 2-0.
so we have 7 points, sr has 10 points.
sr goes ahead to meet vj, mj and hcjc in the 2nd round.
we go to meet sa,rj and nj.
and on a higher note.
we got thru songfest.
yay.congrats to us.
but on a low note,
2nd round starts next week.
thursday.
and songfest's on friday.
i only have 1 day to recover my voice.
howhow??
alah.
oh n alex blanja-ed us bubble tea each.
yay.great captain.
and nordin will blanja us lunch on sunday.
yay.
o n to the hockey boys.
hard luck. im sure u did ur best.
its okay. just play the best you can.
gd luck!
to u hockey girls too!
ok
bbye
copied that box from another template and put it here.
and it ended up just nice.
yay.
still black and white for me.
haha. my elder brother is scaring my youngest sis.
theyre watching sum kind of horror movie i spose.
my sis gets scared too easily.
heh.
okay.
gtg.
must do sum work.
I LIKE THIS LAYOUT.
bbye
so where do i put my most private thoughts?
oh well.
its 110 am.
and im still not asleep.
wonder wat im doing.
izzah is helping me put song up in my blog.
wat song would be nice?
hmm.
lets just see...
nytez all
but im not as sleepy after reaching home and doing my prayers.
heh. satan's work to detour us from our true paths.
almost worked. thank god i had some will remaining.
well.
short day today. seasports carnival briefin for PE today.
seasports seems fun. dragonboat seems like a challenge. im in both my class' and mcs' dragonboat teams. yay. and im also in the boys canoe relay. i hope i dont get tired out that day.
sat ard with muhadher faris n usop after prayers- rarely get to do so the past few months.
always had to go back to sch for training immediately.
but training was cancelled due to a softball match.
hooray for the softies..err i mean softballers.
went home. slept. woke up at 430.got ready. left the house at 5.
and took a cab to sch.was late to meet up with the rest for our auditions.
so i was nervous. very. but my voice was in okay condition- it wasnt scratchy and i still had my high pitched voice. so we began checking our sounds. but not wanting to piss the judges off, we began playing our song early. so it started. taufiq started off good. not too slow not too fast.
the guitars were okay. altho marlia's guitar didnt haf effects and ashraf's guitar was abit soft.
drum was fine. altho the kickbass and the toms were sliding away from alfian.
hahahah he had to stretch all the way to hit his toms. funny sight.
my voice was okay i think. overall we did okay. just okay. not bad not outstanding.
hopefully its enuff.the judges were puzzled whether that was our trial run but sherman(one of the judges) claimed that it was good enuff already. by gd enuff here i dno if he means that we were good or whether he just wanted to go home early. hahah. hope we get thru!
then dancefest. azimah blanja-ed me the tix for it cuz i claimed i didnt haf money. and im gna repay her by blanja-ing her the tix to songfest altho their $2 cheaper.
heh. ohwell.she doesnt mind. :P
the dances were okay. i dont really noe. i cant really tell.
i just like the smoothness of all the moves that dancers have. thats how i judge anyway.
1st was jaslyn,dian and this other girl who was showing off more than she shldve.
2nd was khai amri(baik khai!!), ashraf monster, zakiah(baik kia!),and one other person i dno :P
i cant quite remember who 3rd was. who ah? err..wait i try to recall eh...
haha. there were many other performances.
nora n wani's grp were cute. hahah. all of em were like small kids.
and dressed up like rudegirls. with bowler hats and suspenders and all.
whahaha. n the dance off was cool. that purple dude really knew how to breakdance smoothly.
gosh.haha sumtimes i wish i didnt haf to left feet.
the dance club dressed up as tho they didnt want to dress up in the 1st place.
...dont noe wat else to say... :
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the free dance wasnt fun.
was already warning the girls to watch out for horny bastards who take this opportunity to take advantage of them. thank god there werent that many horny bastards.
still there were a few.thank god im not one of them.
disgusted i am. i just cant believe it. muslims of today.
hugging and holding and touching like it didnt matter.
friends of mine they are. but still wrong in my eyes.
argh. watever. didnt want to participate much.
but still stood up and moved along to the beat at times so as to not be the wet blanket.
sat out much of the time with the excuse of a headache.
haiz. i swear that hall scared me. i dontwant to go to hell with the rest of them.
thats wat was wrong with me tonight if u must noe.
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saw ain huh!/tampines sec with a few of her friends. n ili shazana bein one of em.
halo! now i noe 3 ilis already. heheh. dulu2 nama ili tu cam alien gitu..skrg dah de 3. :P
long time no see eh ain? heh... gd luck with poly life! im sure ud do well!
okay. thats all.
i wanna get into songfest.
yay.
ok bye.
hahah juz finished rewatching johnny english.
one hell of a lame show. the numberonenumerouno egoistic and neverwilladmitdefeat person ever.
haha.blame it on his partner.
ok.enuf of that.
woke up early to go pesta sukan.thot itd be fun.
it was okay. but it wouldve been better if many more pple showed up.
heh.they expected 10 grps of 5. but there were only enuff to form 5 grps.
haha. crazy moments with frantic running and chasing of pple, waterbombing and getting waterbombed by others, slapping tepung(flour) onto others, and wateva else.
hahaa. team matkotai(i dno how to spell) won 1st place in the 'amazing race'
prizes announced on assembly.wahaha.we were aan,zai,syamim, liyana n me.
hokay. end of the day, the tk pple played rumah dayak but i didnt join cuz my shins were killin me.haiz. i hope they would heal. i dowan no long term injuries.
then went home.and sat ard. until bout 4++ left for katong.
supposed to meet marlia ashraf taufiq and alfian for jamming to practice for songfest auditions at 5 oclock. i reached at 5.15. marlia n ashraf were early but went to buy food.rain came pouring down.taufiq came at 540. marlia n ashraf were at the opposite bustop at 545 but couldnt move due to the rain. then at 610 alfian reached. talk about janji melayu. WHAHAH. :P
n alfian brought along hafiz apek and one other guy i cant remember his name but he helps out with guys dikir.
took room no. 8 - $15 room. only one gadget-metal zone. so it was $16.
yea we started with out with alot of time wasting- getting the guitars. amps and drums to work.
so in all we started at abt 6:30.haha then we started to play.
taufiq began with the bass.and alfian entered with the drums. then marlia n ashraf came in hard with the guitars.after abt 40s of nose digging, my cue came. hahah.but i realised i couldnt sing in my low voice. so i had to use the higher pitched shout.hey it came out okay...could reach most of the notes.but couldnt really make my voice sexy like the original.hahaH. i didnt haf much of my high pitched voice after the soccer game. and i lost my high pitched voice again today.
haha.worth it. it was fun. and it was kinda good.i want us to get thru. i dowan to haf to pay $3 to go for songfest.i want to get in for free.haha yea.
advertisement- go for songfest ok pple? we may get thru the auditions and perform!
oh and theres electrico too. 6th may i think it is. $3 bux only!
played other songs like enter sandman(i played drums after a long time!ahaha)(and vox too)
master of puppets (i got the guitar) heavy chains (guitar) four horsemen (bass)
i will survive(vox) wat else arh? cant remember. oO tried time is running out abit.HAHA.
err these other songs but were never complete.only kinda completed hysteria.which is good.
juz hafto tighten all the screws with one more session before the auditions.
haha i cant believe i juz wailed out in that jamming room. forced my voice to project.
hahah.i hope nth happens to my throat.
well okay. that was fun. we want to get into songfest.
yay.
haha.
oO.
i see self centredness at work.
bravo.
to come back frm behind and win the game.
started off mentally strong. we were the better team and we knew it.
2 early goals. quick and easy goals.
many missed chances. good possession. great control over the game.
and then came the lapse in focus and confidence.
they scored 3 easy fluke goals.
so the 1st half ended with us trailing 2-3.
so began the half time talk. we were talking abt how it has happened to us before..
leading by a few goals and then losing it all at the last 15 minutes.
eg the greenview match.
so we knew we could do the same to ajc.
we focused hard.
we prayed hard.
we saw the win.
we saw us huggin each other celebrating the win.
and began the 2nd half.
we were more confident.
we got back to ourselves.
and we motivated ourselves.
we would win!
and so came the 3 goals.
to give the end result of 5-3.
woohoo! our spirit nvr died. we yearned to win.
we played to fight back. we wanted to qualify.
and we did.
if u could feel the feeling i felt.
wow.
pure satisfaction.
pure relief.
heh.
next up: our toughest match for this round- SRJC.
wish us luck.
ive lost my voice once again.
thank god marlia had the auditions rescheduled.
im oTae.
are u?
hahah.
o caught CSI NY juz now.. on AXN
a rapist and a murderer.
not bad lar..but it wasnt dat good.
wasnt unique from CSI Miami and CSI Las Vegas.
thot itd be better with gary sinise leading them.
but oh well..
still had CSI Las Vegas to watch on Ch 5.
gd episode. psycho vigilante and accidental murderer.
wahah. great. the effects were cool for the accidental murder victim.
one hell of a bloated body.yea.yucks.haha
i wish i could be a csi. but not haf to face such gruesome cases.:P
o we had our 1st pw session today.
got kenneth lee for our st(supervising tutor?)
hes oklar..kinda sporting.. but he was the guy who caught me ponning the gp lecture.
so haf to be weary of him...hahaz.
he made us think of corollas and ferraris.
ie easy relatively simple ideas and flashy complicated and almost impossible ideas.
haha so we thought. i was thinkin up ideas for natural forces. very wide topic.
taufiq wanted new perspectives.he thought up of givin homosexuals a chance.
haha view them in a new light. my god.haha i would never do that.its just against wat i believe..hehehe.gays.urgh.
oh then in one exercise he told us to think up of 5 ways to use a toothpick other than as a toothpicker. then we had to tell the class abt our 2 best ideas; 1 corolla and 1 ferrari. haha rozaini (or jaynii/jaeni as taufiq calls him) thot up of the wierdest ideas. corolla- acupuncture. ferrari- weapon of mass torture.
wahhaa. the weapon of mass torture was tu explode a whole chunk of toothpicks to produce a rain of burning splinters which would pierce thru all the victims. causing harsh pain but no immediate deaths.wahahahah.sadistic ass.
and most of the class had ideas which involved poking. haha. all sadistic asses.
baik marlia.heh.pushed the auditions further.thankyu v much
eh how to make my voice menge-steam kan???
any ideas?
pls help.. :P
taken before our match was played.
"pisang2 di bawah payung" = -bananas under the umbrella-
"my new best friend"
wahahahaha. lame ass pics. i bet itd make anyone laugh.
well we won 3-0 against tjc.not too bad...
defended quite ok..some shaky moments but we were lucky to get away with them.
blardy referee was blind- he kept missing those clumsy tackles that tjc made.
i myself was being bulldozed and pinned by one of them at a certain point of time.
haha memorable moment : we were in the toilet before the game started.
me n khai amri were discussing abt our yellow wrist bands being
restricted from being worn. and then we both agreed that it was
ridiculous that it would be restricted.
khai amri said sumth like "anyway its just rubber apa.. its safe wad..."
hahahahaha. u may infer 2 meanings to the phrase. go ahead and discover them urself.
gotta move on from this win and continue winning other games.
my boots were comfortable :)
team spirit was there.
but i lost quite abit of my voice from all the shouting.
how to audition for songfest??? :P

$59.90 at penin. couldnt get a discount cuz it has a controlled price.
damn puma. :P o well.. enjoy. puma attacante hg(hardground).
couldnt get the blardy 40% frm nordin. damn. haish.. wat to do...
well.. damned boots are not seasoned yet. still tight. argh.
tournament starts monday. means tmr i hafto wear the boots
the whole day to season them how much i can :P
pic for tonyte.( so far ive been taking pics with my N6230 hp. not bad eh the picture quality?)
my pumas?
no my pumas.
no MY pumas!
MY PUMAS.
they lok so good i wish the studs could be retracted so that it can be used as my daily shoes. :P
well gnyte all.
asked for 6 (my sec sch team no.) or 20 (a preferred no.) but i got a 19!?!?! whaha.wtf
i mean.. which other lastman/stopper uses no. 19? heh. the only one i guess.
on a more serious note, my shin is strained. ouchies. the calf muscle is tuggin at my shin bone.
haizz. so pain. cant run cant jump properly. how to play???? wahlan..
hopefully it heals soon.
hopefully we'll beat tjc on monday and all the other jcs in our way from then on.
till then.catch the pic for today.
song: Hysteria.
enjoy.
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It's bugging me
Grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah, I'm endlessly
Caving in
And turning inside out
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode
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this song is nice.
wahahaha.power.
i duno y suddenly i like it.
had it in my com for years
but nvr hear b4. until recently.
altho i end generally early most days.
but cikgu faten for malay? and only 9 students?
wtf.im dead :i wish i had studied for malay in psle.
haiz.
and got split from my class for gp.
wat the hell for? maybe due to banding..but...
who the hell is angela koh?
argh.hahaz.
separated frm friends for lectures.
eg- maths in audi
chem in LT1.
sum have maths in LT1
and the rest all have chem in audi.
right.
hahaz.juz my luck.
o well.learn to live with it.
i want this year to end quick.
so that i can drop malay and have 5 free periods.
so that pw will be over and done with.
but hopefully i end my year 1 by this year.
no repeats eh? insya Allah.
howellx.sleepy
won 5-4 against a stupid airport baggage department team.
very rough basterds.
blardy referee came 1/2 an hour late. :P
haiz.so it begins.
the dreaded path to A levels.
o and those sudden attacks of realisation really affected me.
heh.couldnt think straight.
haiz.y oh y?
well.
outz.
...still searching for that glimmer...
so i read the new paper up to 7.20am.bathed up to 7.30 am.
got ready up to 7.40 am. and left the house at 7.45am.
reached the bustop.waited for the bus.played my mp3.
but...
suddenly remembered that there wasnt madrasah dis week.
:P dumbass.
wahahahaha.
right.
anyhoo yesterday's gpa finals was great.
muchmuchmuch better than the Saringan.
most of the performances were fairly easy to understand.
altho sum were too easy and direct eg- mjc and sum were too artistic eg- srjc.
still overall it was good.tp was the 5th sch to perform.
me ramadhan n liyana had to sit 3 rows from the front cuz we came late. :P
west spring had a memorable performance. with cats talking about geylang serai. :P
and they came out tops too.
SP was good.very2 serious performance. and they came out 2nd.
TPJC was unique.
Faiezah- the crazy. Azmil- the transvestite. Sarah- the disabled. Nazeera- the deaf and dumb.
Marlia Ain and Marya were the 'normal' people.
Faiezah stole the show with her character.made pple laugh like crazy.
Azmil stole pple's breath; he was very 'in-character'.
i salute you! veryveryvery daring person to have taken up that character.
Sarah and Nazeera took the pity of the audience.crying on stage.
Marlia Ain and Marya were the bitchy ones and made pple hate them.
hahaha.they were good i tell u.
and we got 3rd.and not forgetting the Puisi Terbaik award.
SRJC were veryveryvery artistic and abstract.it took a lot to understand.
but it was very meaningful if u did understand.they won the artistic award tho.
gd for them.but expected them to get at least top 3.hahax o well.
(we were disturbing ramadhan about it too. :P)
o well.
its early in the morning.
and im not sleepy enuff to force myself to sleep animore.
guess ill have to continue with lack of sleep.
blardy man u.
cant even get a win against blackburn.
try to look underneath the surface.
cuz ull find me hiding there.
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